One of the most important things to me is that I know what is going on. I know the answers I get may not end up being what I want to hear, but I can deal with bad news. But trying to deal with something when I don’t know what is going on is hard! If the news is good, I can celebrate and move on. If the news is bad, I can deal with it and move on. But the not knowing makes it very difficult to move on!
Apparently it is my fate right now to learn how to be okay with the not knowing. I am in the middle of several things, and people promise to get back to me, and then don’t. I don’t know if someone is trying to take care of the situation, or if I have slipped through the cracks and my situation has been forgotten. I don’t know how it’s going to end, but I do know it’s not looking good.
So I think for right now, I will just try to forget about the drama, go outside, and soak up some sun. I can be miserable tomorrow.
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